Graduation is now under 200 days away, and I have been told I am not nice and not patient. The stress is finally getting to me and showing. I realize that I am freaking out, but I am not able to stop myself - I am feeling overwhelmed and don't know how to get out of it. I try to do things that are fun, but I am still worried all the time about school and graduating and everything that it entails. I am freaking out and people are pointing it out to me. I don't know how to stop worrying. The light at the end of the tunnel is starting to be seen and it scares me more than I am able to deal with.
The fear is real, and as much as I try I can't hold my fears at bay. I am trying to be nice and my normal bubbly self, but it seems to be cracking and I can't keep it up. I am afraid of many things and now the change in personality might be one of them. I am really trying to stay my bubbly nice self and I will continue to try, but according to my mom I am not doing a good job at it.
I promise to try and stay nice and positive even as the stress closes down on me and scaring me just as badly as I was when I first started this journey just a few short years ago.
